trashprinxe:

broken-spine:

How to survive Bird Box:

Be Gen-Z or Millennial! Because they can’t make you wanna kill yourself if you already wanna do it right?

I know this is a joke post but what if that’s why some people got enthralled instead of just killing themselves. They already wanted to die, so they didn’t see terror, they saw beauty.

So yeah as a Gen Z or Millenial you can survive Bird Box, but you’ll also be driving around trying to make other people kill themselves, and that’s just not cool.

I’m only more into men as a pan/bisexual guy because every woman whoever existed hasnt noticed i existed since i was a kid, school was just 7 to 18 year old me being unnoticed and unseen, and now in my 20s it’s no better, no one even realizes im here, and if i killed myself no one would notice neither.

I’ve gotten used to being alone every day of the year and I’m used to spending the holidays alone, whether it’s halloween, thanksgiving, christmas, new years, valentines day, easter, or any other holiday or day of the year…..doesnt mean it doesnt hurt, just that no one (not even my family) has ever given a fuck enough to spend time with me or even get to know me, everyone judges me, everyone either abuses me, or statistically treats me like i dont fucking exist as usual, and if that’s what it is like living in this world, i just dont wanna be here anymore.

People not only have told me they’d be happier if i wasnt here, they’ve raped me while telling me this, they’ve bullied me while telling me this, my own mom told me she was thinking bout drowning me as a baby.

There’s no love for me in this world, there never was, and there never will be any love for me here……EVERYONE ALWAYS SAYS “I CARE” but even when i try to be happy, THEY STILL LEAVE.

LITERALLY EVERYONE is the SAME IDENTICAL HEARTBREAKERS AS THE NEXT PERSON WAITING TO MAKE ME FEEL EVEN WORSE, so why even be here?……no one cares and my death just wouldnt matter.

I want my heart to explode so i cant feel this pain and heartache anymore.

I just wanna die, so i can no longer feel this sadness and depression.

I just wanna be free from this imprisoned spirit trapped in this melancholy body.

I just wanna shed from this cocoon and be a beautiful butterfly.

And fly away like an angel away from this place.

I wanna witness what it’s like to see god’s face.

I wanna know what it is like to feel like I mean something.

But I’m stuck here and I feel like nothing.

I feel like garbage.

I wanna disappear.

Away from here.

I wanna disappear.

And never have to fear.

That I’m everything that’s wrong with this world.

I just wanna go.

Bury myself in a deep hole.

And suffocate inside the earth.

I’m frivolous trash.

I don’t have any worth

And my gender, my black complexion, and my entire birth.

Was nothing but a mistake.

I’m nothing, no give and all take.

So just take my life Lord.

If you do exist, you would kill me in my sleep.

So I won’t have to wake up another day.

Drag me down to hell.

So I can burn.

EVERYDAY GOD, YOU WATCH SUICIDE CLAIM MORE LIVES.

SO NOW HELP ME OUT, HELP ME END IT.

BECAUSE NOW, IT’S MY TURN!

I know I’m a mistake
Everyone tells me I’m worthless
And I know it
Everyone is happier without me here
And I know it
All I do is disappoint anyone I ever meet
I’m broken inside
And I’m an empty homeless shelter
I should die in the cold and freeze on the street
I should be left for dead in this stormy hell weather
I’m God’s mistake to everyone
And I will be forever
Until I finally kill myself
Hang up my jacket to retire
I’m just so tired
Every waking moment all I wanna be is dead
I’m tired everyday I awake
And all i WILL ever be is god’s mistake

i’m used to being ignored and treated like i don’t exist, which is how i know if i wasn’t here, died, or killed myself it wouldn’t matter to anyone and no one would even notice i was gone.

Life will be better once i’m not here anymore, everyone will feel better once i kill myself

yung-mizukage:

Another day without you is another piece of my sanity chipping away, as I grow impatient to the day they lay me 6ft under.